perfection...

i feel somewhat compelled to write this because i know that it will nag me in the back of my head for the rest of the day............(and all through the night.........)

when ppl write that they are looking for the perfect woman i have to stress that she doesn't exist and if she does then i am afraid she is either computer generated (yuna) or an animation character (jessica rabbit) or some little fantasy that has been concocted and will only exist inside your so called imagination...................

the quest for the perfect woman is close to an epic adventure for the holy grail or to be more ironic utopia.......

so when you talk about the perfcet femme of this world, there are lots of things to consider
are you just after looks
are you searching for maternity
do you want her to be able to speak her mind
must she be similar in interests
or do you feel that opposites can attract
has she got to be of the same race, faith, country
do her traits have to include kindness, virtue, grace
and are you yourself not being too demanding in your seach citeria???

she may be pretty but can be lacking in good conversation and if its a trophy you are after then i guess what you want is not the perfect woman but the 'perfect human accessory' to boast your (dare i say it).....image and ego and esteem..............

women are not things........... they are equals to men.........their so-called partners and so need to be cared for, admired and loved...........

love is not something that you can find with a logical formula because to love someone in my little experience , means spending time with them, talking, laughing, crying and sharing experiences together.......... from finding things about each other you learn to appreciate and respect them for their qualities and their faults............from this love blossoms.................... so really when you love someone enough all their little flaws become blind to you in the sense that, she becomes the "perfect woman" but only in your own eyes, no one elses...............

alls well is well but remember, in finding the perfect woman you need to give regard that it takes two to make the relationship last so what you want may not be the "perfect woman" but "a woman to love, who will in return love you for who you are just as you love her for what & who she is".........................

(i do realise that this is complete theory so i need to put it to the test one day................i mean i haven't really dated much but from wot ppl tell me, ppl that are in long-term relationships or marriage.........that this is their secret for a lasting companionship in life.........brings a tear to my eyes ........(if only ppl were like the albatroses of the galapogas island whereby they pair for life.........................ignore me on that thought but galapogas is an amazing geological dicovery with the tortoises and marine iguanas...............yes i need to put down my national geographic))

hmmmmmmm after writing this is feel i deserve a banana .............. ripe yellow squishy banana with yoghurt and almonds.........mmmmmmmm gluhhhhhlalallla (that was me imitating homers "donut" cravings sound..........hell everyone watches simpson)

yeah i am far far far from perfect......................for starters i will eat with my hands, i don't clean up after ppl, if you do something wrong i will criticise, i sleep with my eyes open and have been known to talk and sing, i am vain and self centered sometimes, i like to pursue things for my own gain and don't care if ppl are hurt, if i want i can make your life hell, i will only give compliments if they are worth giving, i hold grudges against ppl, if you ask me for my honest opinion then be prepared to hear the truth, i am lazy and can be late, i don't wait for ppl, i am rude, obnoxious and moody and can be inconsiderate if i choose to be.................... the list is long but you kinda get the gist of how unmother-mary-like i am................. and i am not going to write a good list about me because thats pointless, you only know how someone is by meeting them and seing how they actually behave in real life..........................so for now i have no goodness at all.................( i should also point out that i am a bit super strong sometimes.........once in sports i broke my teachers finger, smashed someones face in with a hockey stick, clawed ppl with my nails and put my friends arm in a sling and gave someone a black eye and really bruise ppl in some way or another......... seriously i did do this......... but its been a while since i have done any team sport so maybe i won't hurt anyone anymore???? who knows)